Whats up yo!? lol, Thats right...I'm white!!!

TIME TO RANT!!!

Anyways...My spring break has come to a sad end. Theat means school is back on & STAR testing is next week . Well star testing is during first period for about 2 hours or so. & guess what I have first period!?!?!?! P.E!!!!! Yea, this is gunna suck -_-*. Anyway I, in a way, enjoy the testing. Its always quiet & not much going on to confuse me. lol. My friends confuse me.

Now depressing stuff I need to get off my chest!!!

Well, I have become really quiet the past couple of months. My best friend, Josh, says he feels me & him are drifting apart. I mean we arent dating. He has a girlfriend. But Me & him are really close. So when he says I'm drifting away from him. Thats pretty bad. But the bad thing is I'm starting to see it. I'm drifting away emotionally. And I hate the feeling its giving me. I dont understand why its happening. I mean, yes, I had some "Really Rough" times. (which consists of......things o0; ) But the last thing i want to do is be emotionally seperated from my friends. Let alone Josh . Its really killing me. I'm loosing my mind. (If I ever found it from the last time )

20 Random things about me!!!

1.)I love Penguins
2.)I love squirrels
3.)I love glowstix
4.)I love to freak out old people
5.)My nickname is Ren
6.)I think my cat is a half breed of cat & dog
7.)I love metal music
8.)& country music
8.)I watch American Idol only for Chris Daughtry
9.)I have found the love of my life
10.)I only use the stupid half of my brain o0;
11.)I like cheese
12.)CHEESE!!!!
13.)I like black & purple
14.)I've been drunk
15.)I've taken prozac
16.)I have cut my wrist
17.)I have done wrong
18.)my sanity is still lost
19.)I hate my science teacher...that bald son of a bitch
20.)Taking this damn things really bored me


Friends~~



-Tear- Only three......

Idols~~



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